
Format: Demo
Released: no – 2005
Style: Wet&Hard
Destiny’s Child – Lose My Breath (Take Your Pant Off Remix) [Demo]
The Take Your Pant Off remix of Destiny’s Child’s Lose my Breath was created during a period of intense transformation in my life. Much like my remix of Krafty, this project ultimately ended up as an unfinished demo, abandoned before release. The title, however provocative, was more than a playful phrase – it was a deeply personal metaphor for vulnerability and self-reckoning.
This remix emerged after I returned from a peyote retreat in the Mexican desert, an experience that left me profoundly changed. During that journey, I stripped away layers of ego, standing metaphorically naked before the truths I had been avoiding. Take Your Pant Off became a reflection of that moment of raw honesty and radical introspection.
The Story Behind the Remix of Lose My Breath
The opportunity for the Keep Up remix came through Mitch, a mutual friend of Mark Reeder and a former manager of the Pet Shop Boys, who was then working with Destiny’s Child. She provided access to the vocal stems for the project, presenting me with an exciting challenge. However, like my experience with Krafty, I was still mastering the complexities of Ableton at the time. While the creative possibilities of the software fascinated me, my technical skills were not yet refined enough to fully realize my ideas. The initial mix failed to meet expectations and was ultimately rejected. This forced me to confront the gaps in my knowledge and rethink my approach to production.
Chaos and Self-Discovery
This period in my life was defined by chaos and a sense of overextension. Constant travel, heavy substance use, and overstimulation left me drained and struggling with paranoia. The Lose My Breath remix became a symbol of this unbalanced state – a project driven by ambition but ultimately limited by reality.
“I stripped myself bare, not just to the scene but to my own truths. It was the moment I realized that to move forward, I had to leave behind my delusions and embrace the raw reality of my life.”